Who Stole My Zen?

I’m just a girl!  Ok, I’m a woman, but I’m a girl at heart.  I’m a daughter and a sister and a full-time Aunt and I’m a friend to many and an enemy to a few.  I spent far to long trying to be what I wasn’t and so now, I’m just me.  Take me or leave me, love me or hate  me.  I am what I am.  I say what I want, do what I want and I feel what I want to feel, not what others think I should feel.  I am constantly seeking a little bit of Zen and I’ve yet to find out who the hell stole my zen and removed all of my happy places from the world.  I’m gonna have to kick some ass!!